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Saturday, March 7, 2009

thoughts and feelings

sometimes i don't feel like talking to anyone...

no one understands....

they bug me and badger until i blow up....

that is just the way my life will be i suppose...

i have no one that i can count on....

life is just not fair....

a mother is supposed to feel loved...

i get told daily by my children that they hate me...

what did i ever do wrong?

3 comments:

  1. If they see you pouting and wallowing in self pity like this, of course they hate it. They are too young to distinguish between hating you and hating how you are acting.

    I have looked through your blog and am seriously concerned about your extreme mood swings. Your children are too precious to have their mother being this unstable.

    I hope you will consider seeing a therapist and getting help for your obvious issues before your children pay dearly.

    I'm sure they love you and I'm sure there are others who do also. But you have to get it together and if you can't do it on your own, get help. Save yourself and your children before they are permantly damaged emotionally.

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  2. At one time in my life I would have gone off half cocked over the comment left by the person whose cloaked themselves in anonymity. However, these days I mull over what I want to say before I fly off the handle unless I am writing in my journal. A journal is the perfect place to vent your hopes, dreams, fears and yes....anger.

    I do see a Shrink and I am here to tell that my Sister is doing EXACTLY the right thing by venting in her journal. It's better to be done there then bottled in or lashing out. This comes out of the mouth of my Shrink.

    What you have stated are opinions and I doubt you have a degree to back them up.

    I will give you an opinion of my own....your probably one of her in-laws who only know one side of the story. If not then you haven't read too deeply into her blogs or you'd see that her husband shuns all responsibility and she struggles to keep the house in line, the kids under control, the shopping done ect. Hubby might have a job but she works doubles to save for the new car they need. Anything else i feel I need to say you have read already if you actually did read all the blogs.

    You responded to a poem....random thoughts....the words of a over worked tired Mother...

    Back Off....I got this.

    I give her constructive criticism to her face when she needs it....what you did was hurtful and cowardly.

    Angel.....The Sister.

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